9 is fine!

Wooo Weeee 9 months to go tell me and Mr.R say "I Do" wow...where has the time gone? Well, things are coming along and we are beyond excited. I think the cutest thing is that Mr. R actually is involved..like we picked out save the dates designs together and the agreed on the photo. Which is exactly what I wanted. I'm not all about the its "all about the bride" state of mind because for 1) I can't marry myself and 2)he should voice opinions because its his wedding too :) so will keep u posted on any updates
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this past friday, I straightened my hair and flipped curled it. I had trim my ends also, it was MUCH needed. I received alot of compliments on this style :) Its fun and to preserve the curls I just pin it up at night time and finger comb in the morning :) See the pics :)

Well, I will catch you beauties next time, smooches

Soothing

Please continue to do that thing you do. You have me on cloud 9 ............

Hey beauties, Hope you all are enjoying the snowy day!!!!

Feeling this Jill Scott song, gotta cop her album! shame on me

The Saddest Story

I listen to what you say, but I see what you do
I remember the day when all my emotions seemed to be true
you have your own thoughts but it's not what you said
and now its gone, dead, the saddest story ever read.

I reached out for you but you couldn't embrace
You left, you fled, without a trace
When your story revealed your sick plot
that's when the roses begin to rot.

When your around I'm uneasy, my heart races
At times I wish me and the fly on the wall could trade places
I rather dodge fast enough to not get splattered
then to live life with you as if I didn't matter.

Go head, go on, I'm sick, I'm through
I need to be set free and away from you
Don't cry for me, don't ask for me
Just let me get out of this misery

This is a nightmare, how could this happen to us?
Its because we mistaken love for what was only lust.
Don't be sorry, because this chapter has to end
you need me to need you but now no one will win.

11!!!!

Do you know what today is? ITS NIKKI and STEVE's 11 Year ANNIVERSARY!!!

I had a great day with my hubby to be :)..We had dinner and talked :)Its the simple things that make my heart melt everytime. This is our last september anniversary and I was sad but like the Mr said "926 symbolized us dating as boyfriend and girlfriend now 809 will be the significant number as we will be husband and wife" :)...Well, If you put it that way ;)hehe

later beauties

Ja-bez prayer

hey beauties,

I love the song Bless me indeed which is stemmed from 1Chronicles 4:10 Ja-bez's prayer, enjoy!



I PRAY FOR INCREASE

10 years...

My prayers will always be with the families, and friends who lost loved ones in the 9/11 attacks.

11 Months to go

hey beauties,

After watching bridezillas, I refuse to become one..BOTTOMLINE. I feel that peeps forget what really matters and the purpose. So, instead of me pulling my hair out, I rather just let it work itself out and look pretty. My goal is to save, look beautiful, give the ultimate promise to God, my fiance in front of family and close friends and also to fit into my wedding gown :) hehe :)

Have a baby...then get back to business

CONGRATS TO THE CARTERS!!! I didnt watch the VMA's I was too busy watching Trueblood and entourage, I know booo me LOL. however one of my besties texted me saying BEYONCE is expecting im like oh shoot! :D I dont know why but I am so happy for them. I have all the respect for Bey, who else can have movie directors pausing film so that she can have a pregnancy instead of giving up the role? :D

Look at Beyonce's glow! I hope and pray that God blesses me to experience that feeling one day. I look forward to motherhood and all that comes with it. For now, I'll just concentrate on Marriage lol :D

Be blessed beauties

Counting blessings

I am very happy here in l.i. we didnt get the horrible damage that was expected. Many disagree with me, but I am happy the gov't did evacuate people that lived in high flooding areas.

Whats interesting to me is the amount of people disappointed that Irene didnt do more damage *confused face*...so you want to experience "Katrina" like circumstances? *rolls eyes* ok smh.

Regardless, I'm happy and will continue to count my blessings that I only experienced gusty winds and kept me awoke.

be blessed beauties

When it rains....

It pours doesn't it? Hmph on days like this all I would want to do is ball up and be left alone...Did I? Nope. I went to church, was instantly encouraged. God is an On Time God and is truly amazing.

Whenever I begin to have doubt about myself or struggle with some burdens, I keep in mind "look at where I came from". I'm sure if you look back to the past 5 years, you will see how much better off you are. If you still cant see it, then watch the commercials of the starving children in distant countries, better yet look in the urban areas. You will see that you definitely have it alot easier than Most. Continue to believe and keep the faith, try not to keep your head low, try not to :( but turn that sad face around :) God bless you beauties