feeling good

Hey beauties!

Happy Sunday to all. I don't know what it is but my spirit feels extra great today :D. I have been a little down lately, aches and pains here but I'm always able to put smile on my face. Today though, its more like a cheese grin :D. Well I hope this feeling continues. I have such a great support system and everyone in my life is making me feel appreciated and comfortable. I love my loved ones more than they will ever know. I hope you beauties have a great week coming..later beauties ♥

Feeling a void

I have to pray because the feelings that I am having is making my heart so heavy. I am blessed to have a job especially when we are in a recession and people are getting fired left and right. Am I really being an idealist to think that a career should be fulfilling? or enjoyable? Not to say what I'm doing isnt enjoyable but its adding alot of stress for me. I am turning into those people who takes their job home. I cant allow my life to become that..I will continue to do my best regardless. All of my coworkers are telling me how well I'm doing but I don't feel it. I dont feel excited. but you can't keep a good woman down because I know that everything will happen according to God's plan. And with God on my side I can do all things!

Money can't buy you happiness

I took this online quiz and it was "which Sex and the City Character are you?" and I ended up being Charlotte. I laughed but her character and I are similar in some ways. I do believe in love and happiness...however I do NOT believe that money can buy me happiness or love. Yes I understand that we need money to carry out our every day lives but does the amount of money one person has really determines their happiness?

No one wants to struggle or live pay check to pay check. But even those who do have millions and millions of dollars are not always in a happy state because they are too busy worry about getting robbed, or pondering if their significant other is really with them for them or their $$ etc.....

Everything revolves around money, even marriage. If my grandparents were alive and they heard of Prenuptial agreements they would probably be confused. I understand the purpose of a prenup and I don't judge any couples for making that choice but damn what ever happened to not breaking wedding vows and making a promise that shouldn't be broken? now its like ok, "In case we break up" this is our agreement...??

Well with my standards money cannot buy me happiness and I hope others will learn that as well. Money isn't everything and we should not idolize it, but happiness and love is a quest or a journey that we should take and want to achieve one day.

one love
Nic Cheri

GOT THAT PHONE CALL

So this morning I got a phone call...

I GOT A JOB!! I am so happy and God is soooo good. and this is my blessing set for me according to God's plan. I am soo happy and if anyone pays attention to my posts, u will know that the job situation has been crazy for me. however my wonderful bf, friends and family assured me that, I was not forgotten and I would be ok..thanks for all the support!

Happiness

After prayer, meditation and soul healing...I must say that I am truly happy. I have learned that I have to accept life's curve balls and obstacles. I can no longer be stuck trying to figure out the intentions of others. I mean so called friends who dont even know the meaning of a real friendship.. Selfish characters, people who smile in my face one day and the next back stabbing. I really learned to accept things for what they are and I accept people for who they are.
I know that my purpose in life is not to be perfect or to be a healer for everyone but to be a listener; someone you can speak to and not worry about me being judgemental towards your feelings or actions; a person who has courage; a person who is empathetic.
I am naturally loyal, kind, patient and sincere. For you to know me, you will love me lol but its true. If I did run into someone who didnt care for me, it was simply because they didnt know me or was envious of me. I'm just at a place right now where I am really feeling myself...shoot I'm about to have my master's degree at 23..I can tute my own horn (toot toot) lol.
Most importantly, I am so happy because God has been so good to me.. I am blessed every day at every moment..I think about where I have come from mentally and physically and all I can do is be thankful. I am also blessed to have a loving family, a wonderful boyfriend who is my bestfriend and sisters that are bestfriends. The older I get my circle becomes a little smaller I used to question why?... which I shouldnt have because God works everything out for a reason and keeps the real loved ones besides me and the devils in disguise far away. I am so thankful to just LIVE!
I am happy and I will remain faithful and true to God and to myself.
wow...this really feels good ♥