Sunday, August 31, 2008

Ummm why are peeps so negative nowadays?

So I was talking to a gurlie of mine and she spoke of how being with one person is unrealistic and UN natural. I disagree. I mean I do understand that not everyone wants to be in a committed relationship. However If you do believe that you will marry one day how is it possible to feel so strongly about this topic?

I do believe that there is NO perfect relationship however if people are happy and want to commit themselves to someone, it is possible for them to have a wonderful relationship. I do believe that alot of people make decisions based on there past relationships and even childhood but damn don't try to rain on my parade ya feel me? I am happy with my boyfriend. No everyday is not always peaches and cream but we have grown so much in the past (soon to be 8) years. I would not replace or change anything for the world.

the first question people ask about my relationship..." how does he still give you butterflies after soo many years?" Easy...God doesnt make mistakes and God is apart our relationship.

Tuesday, August 26, 2008

Hate Threats?

Damn, fools hate this man sooo much! However I am not surprised. Even though I know many people were born with hate in their blood It still amazes me how much people would love to kill another human being or even plotting to kill another human being. But please believe Judgement day will come for those and they will get whats coming to them....

Monday, August 25, 2008

My future first lady


Monday, August 18, 2008

only one lover... thats not a crime

Its so funny to me how people can say soo much about ur business. For example I remember a while ago someone asked me how can I only been with one person and want to keep it that way? uh easy its my choice. I choose to want my boyfriend to be my First, my last and my only. Point blank what is so hard about that? Its like ok I understand the saying of "if u only have had chocolate icecream how do u know that u wont like vanilla or strawberry?" uhhhh I'm very happy and satisfied with my chocolate flavor and dont want to experiment else where PERIOD!

Tuesday, August 12, 2008

A healingin my soul

When I heard Kelly Price sing this song I was like hmmm what is she going thru or what is she talking about. Now I kinda kno....

I mean its not to say that I am not happy, I AM a happy person. its just that sometimes I feel like my spirits gets down. I know when times get like this I just pray about everything.
I'm at a point in my life where I'm thinking outside of the box and slowly but surely seeing the "Big" picture or Reality of things. Life is too short to not do something with urself worth substance. I see alot of people from my generation doing the same silly ass stuff they did when we were in high school and they are content with that. I mean truth be told its "their" thing but not mine.

I am a nice and outgoing person and I dont need a crowd to stand out...Being me is all I need. I just gotta keep praying and keep God first and I know I will feel 100% better and see all things with clear vision.

Sunday, August 10, 2008

R.I.P Isaac Hayes

Wow another falling soldier. Reports say that his family found him unconscious next to a treadmil. and he was later pronounced dead an hour later at a hospital in memphis....
My prayers goes out to the family of Isaac Hayes...R.I.P Isaac

My Hunny

So a good pal of me was nice enough to go with me in Manhatten to watch my hunny participate in a music contest this past thursday night. I was so happy to see him do his thing on stage. I am really proud of him. I feel that God has blessed him with a gift and long as God is first he can do many things with a future music career.

R.I.P Bernie Mac

When my mom told me the news about Bernie Mac, I thought she made a mistake. I wasn't even aware of him being in the hospital. But I do believe in life, everything happens for a reason and Bernie Mac has touched the lives of many and he always had me cracking up laughing :D . He no longer has to stuffer and is in a better place....R.I.P Bernie Mac

Tuesday, August 5, 2008

the thunderstorms

I gotta get thru them.....

I'm in the dark right now and I know God is gonna lead me to the light. I cant give up, I gotta keep trying.

Monday, August 4, 2008

Its been a while

still no word on jobs... and I understand that stuff is crazy right now with the economy but I'm not giving up....

I feel like a broken record right now but I know something will come up when I really NEED it.

ummmm School is getting ready to start. this is my last semester in my master's program and I am thinking of what I want to do afterwards.....

Im just soo sad at times because there are sooo many things I want to do and I just cant because of funds. I dont want to be rich, I just want to be comfortable and better with my finances.