May 21st

GRADUATION!!!!!

I'm so excited...A new chapter started and I am pretty sure that a new Door will open.

the ones that finish last

I love and respect myself.
I love and respect those who respect their mind, body and soul.
I love the way I look from my dark skin, figure, to my natural curly/coily hair.
I see myself how I was meant to be.
I see myself how God said I should be.

Nice, friendly, out going, spiritual, loyal, happy, blessed, nurturing, forgiving are just a few things apart of what makes me, ME

Even my flaws are on point, because my flaws have positives that people wished they possess.

I have a smile on my face when I should indeed cry or frown, but like Keri, Kanye and Neyo said..Just get back up when it knocks you down...

People have so much anger and envy that takes over their soul and because of their internal problems they transfer it to others and to make them feel as if they have the problem.

Some people are dream takers..u tell them ur dream and they will do anything in their power to see that u dont have dominion in ur goals. Jealous because they can't be you, Envious because they believe they should be you...

Just get back up and claim ur victory and hold on to your faith and dreams, God is watching and has a big plan for thoses who "Society" says finish last.

I need....

So I'm just going back in forth with myself, my emotions, whats in my heart....

I have to improve a few things about me.

I need to love every single flaw about myself because at the end of the day its what makes me...Me.
I need to stop relying on others to make the pain/hurt go aways and rely soley on God.
I need more, Me Time.

I'm working on my future and where I want to be in the next couple of years and I realized that if I dont stick to my OWN plan than I wont meet my goals.

Today is a beautiful day and its off to a great start..

Giving Back

Hey beautiful peeps!

I still consider myself to be a new/slow/not being a wizard in the cyber world blogger :D and I'm slowly trying to pick up the pace.

I do receive visits from great people and I am truly thankful for those who stop by to show some svrbrownsuga love :D. Therefore I decided to finally pick 5 blogs that are great and I have give them an award ♥

1. BCU Her Blogs are on Point! She is very unique, smart, goal oriented and a fellow Natural Sista! ;D

2. RM not only is she a friend but shes an artist :D

3. AL Bangin Blog and shes my pal from Fotki :D..Al is great

4. UC was one of the first blogs that I ever visited. I love her beauty blog with fashion sense :)

5. MinaScope Minas, we go way back..Always knew she would be talented and her blog Rocks!

Bonus**** AGRL I just started to visit her blog but I thinks shes too adorable and another fotki pal/natural sista!! ;D

Recent Indulges

Yes I love the mango body butter from Yes it is $20 but to me, its well worth and when it comes to my beauty care I will spend it.

Middle of the Week

I'm always in a better mood by wednesday because its "hump" day and the week just takes off from there :D. Today one of the administrators told me of how alot of my coworkers are speaking highly of me. and that put a smile on my face because even tho I am alot harder on myself, others see my potential and hard work. I still have alot to learn and every day is a new "experience" so I'm gonna stick it out and Rise to the Challenge. I'm so happy that I have a great support group in my life and here on the web ;D...

Feeling a void

I have to pray because the feelings that I am having is making my heart so heavy. I am blessed to have a job especially when we are in a recession and people are getting fired left and right. Am I really being an idealist to think that a career should be fulfilling? or enjoyable? Not to say what I'm doing isnt enjoyable but its adding alot of stress for me. I am turning into those people who takes their job home. I cant allow my life to become that..I will continue to do my best regardless. All of my coworkers are telling me how well I'm doing but I don't feel it. I dont feel excited. but you can't keep a good woman down because I know that everything will happen according to God's plan. And with God on my side I can do all things!

HAPPY EASTER EVERYONE!!!!!!!! Have a blessed day :D

Its been a month

with the new job... Its going ok. I really like my coworkers and supervisor and of course the children. however, what saddens me are the circumstances that the children were living with. I mean when I think about how many people in the world would love to be parents but because of medical reasons they can't, and these people who were blessed with beautiful gifts from God are abandoning or neglect their children...breaks my heart.

Well I do plan to go back to school for education and my goal is still to have my own family center. I am happy that I can get some experience with this job because I can use it when I incorporate my own Family Center in the future.

The denman loves me, the denman loves me not

So today I washed my hair with Aubrey Organics Island Naturals conditioner and Devacurl One conditioner...I love the combo. After that I added Lustrasilk Shea butter conditioner which I used as a leave in. Then I applied Castor Oil and Curly Pudding. My hair velt very moisturized all day. I loved the results!!! I do plan to try henna soon...we shall see.

Even with great results, I'm not sure if I love using a denman to shingle...Because my hair is tightly curled/coiled the denman gives way to much shrinkage..I dont know we shall see. but for now I'm not sure if the denman loves, or loves me not ;D

My bestie bday

Yeah shes 24, I had so much fun! Once her bday comes, I realized that I will be 24 soon, which means next year is 25..wow how time flies!